Hunger

Whoa...this whole hunger thing is crazy. You'd think being hungry all the time and always wanting to eat wouldn't be such a bad thing, but it really is so difficult to manage. Not because I care about gaining weight, but because I have to constantly worry and think about food because if I don't eat and my stomach gets close to empty, well then I get sick. My doctor said that I should eat 5 small meals a day... and I thought whoaaaaaaaa, that's a lot. Actually, he said I was eating too much now as it was! I was and still am a little confused....I just told him, "but I'm starving"!! He said my baby doesn't need my food right now and that my stomach can't manage all that I'm eating. I just can't understand that if I'm not suppose to eat so much, then why in the heck is my belly always growling?! AHHHH! I know that this too will get better in time, but as of right now my life is centered around food and it's just not as fun as you'd think!!